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Lonely Mystic
I try to hide my hate, my loneliness, my shame
But as my life continues to go on it only gets harder
I wish at night that I’d wake up in Heaven
Only to wake up in hell and realize another day was given to me
Is it a cruel joke that God is playing on me
Or is it a punishment for my birth
No one knows my pain, no one can understand my sorrow
Its as if I’m there but I’m not
No one can see Me, no one knows who I am
I have no friends, I have no loved ones
They all know the person I pretend to be
But no one knows the real me
No one can love the real me
I have since given up on thoughts of Heaven
I have since come to terms with my Hell
Destined for loneliness, Destined to walk alone
Forever bound in a hell no one will ever know
Forever bound for misery I’m the Lonely Mystic