Now I know this is kinda cheesy and emo and sad and dumb, but it sounded better when I was tired. Its somethin I wrote a while ago and just recently re-edited. Its about someone I love that I think I finally had, but was so worried about losing, didn't realize I had him till it was over. Hope ya enjoy it

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I wish you were here
because I feel so alone,
I wish you would just
pick up your phone.
But when my number pops up,
All you do is ignore it,
just like you dont care,
which is breaking me bit by bit.
If you're around your friends,
You act as if you dont care.
But alone you're different,
How is that fair?
If you're not around them,
you're the most amazing person I know.
Yet around certain friends,
no emotion you show.
The one wish that I have
is to talk to you one on one,
I know if we were together
we would have so much fun.
I know you don't mean to hurt me,
but all the crap your friends say
breaks me so bad inside.
But it will all be over someday
I just gotta keep caring,
and stick it out till the end.
I hope so bad that then,
you'll be more then just my friend,
Its just those moments in the day,
where you show me you care,
Even you know your guilty,
of giving my a flirty stare.
I dont know what your thinking,
when you look at me that way.
We both know its not hockey,
even if thats what you say.
Im always gonna hope,
we'll be together one day,
and if it comes,
you won't care what they say.